The desire to beg, plead and mean every word of it. That is something I think can only be accomplished for me personally when Daddy is not trying to please me as much as he is doing it for himself. There is a moment where you know a tangible moment when you feel it. He is totally in his own zone. Where what he says resonates because its not an act or a script its real and genuine. That is when I can let go myself.
That's my biggest struggle letting go and just being me and trusting that he loves me not in spite of my little quirks and kinks but because of them.
Ah...that moment, i know what you're referring to, and i agree, it is precious. Master says that my damage is part of what He loves about me...but it's easier to believe that when i've descended into that space...does that make sense?
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Makes perfect sense.It's what makes you who you are.
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